eeep.

My expectation for tomorrow range from zero to 249,657.

One part of me wanna go berserk and die with anxiety (I’m very dramatic on paper; in reality I just wanna laugh hysterically in my seat). Another part of me forgot that tomorrow I’m going for a new job (a part-time stint in a PR firm, thanks to Jolene’s recommendations ^^). Well, not exactly forgot. But more like the okay-cool-what’s-for-dinner kind of nonchalance.

I’ve never mastered nonchalance.

I’m very good at going berserk.

Don’t mind me. I feel like this everytime I’m going to work/study at a new place. The food sloshes around in my stomach and my skull suddenly shrank, pressing out my brain (dramatic and disgusting; you got a Sweeney-Todd-wannabe here).

The anxiety, for what its worth, is actually kinda fun.

Not too much of it, of course. Else I’ll look like a zombie with deformed head suffering from severe indigestion. But it’s exciting and nerve-wrecking at the same time to meet new colleagues and work in a new environment.

The previous job experiences that I had were fruitful. I learned tremendously and met some really great people; a few of them my cherished mates now. Yes, there were dramas, complaints, screw-ups, the deep-throat-bellow of “LIMEI”, and the si-poon and calot jokes, but looking back, it was all worth it. It made who I am today.

So, wish me luck for tomorrow! *Go berserk*